Today's your angel day,. and I forgot. / Mira's Mommy I'd try to explain if I could but you know I can't Yet silence seems insufficient as well I'll try to tell myself its okay because,.. But we know its not okay.
I'd say you know I love you And you know I do,. But right now even that doesn't seem right
If you were here I'd kiss your forehead But your not here.
I love you Mira Lee,. I love you.
So Very Sorry for Your Loss / Melissa Eiler (Visitor~Daughter of Irwin & Renee Eiler )
Hey there / Mira's Mommy Dear Mira, Hey sweety, I know its been a while, but I think of you every day. I'm so glad you come see me in my dreams,. but I wish I could see your face more often, even if it leaves me feeling sad. How I miss your beautiful, big, brown eyes, starting into mine. You were such a sweet baby, and I wish I had cherished you more,. every moment, or at least, more moments. I sure do you wish lil Buddha,. the light you brought to my life is forever gone,.but never the love we have for you.
Happy Easter / Mira's Mommy Happy Easter sunshine!! I can only imagine how it must be celebrated in Heaven. I love you and thought of you often through out the day, apparently so did everyone else b/c they gave me a gift just for you. I'm sure you've seen you and Isaiah's headstones are finally here and the family that loves you so helped mommy and daddy to pay for them. I love you sunshine, and hold you close to my heart always.
I understand & know your pain / Tammy Blackmon (none) There are no words to help ease the pain. Please just know that I know the pain. I also wanted to let you know that I agree with your quest to get make people more aware. If there is anything you would like me to help with I would like to try. There are so many mis conceptions about sids. I do not want my Jarrett to be forgotten I would like to get involved.
In my Dreams,. / Mira's Mommy
Dear Mira, Thank you for coming to see me in dreams last night. Even though I was sad,.It felt so good to hold you in my arms again, and see your big, bright smile. I wish I could see you in Heaven for just a few minutes,. I know that I would mourn for you no more. Your baby sibling is growing in my tummy every day and I can feel him/her moving now often. This Monday hopefully we will find out whether the baby is a boy or girl. I love you so much Mira, and I will always hold you close in my heart,. You will always be a special member of our family. Love you sweety, MOm. Close
Hey Sweety / Mira's Mommy
Hey sweety, mommy's been thinking about you so much. Today I went to get your and Isaiah's headstone plans finalized. I'm sorry it has taken me so long to do it - and wish I had a good excuse, but I don't. Well, its done now and it felt good going over everything. I love you sunshine, visit me in my dreams. Close
Happy Birthday Sunshine. Not a day goes by that I don't wish you were here with us, and I wonder what you would like now - would you have grown your hair out much? Would it be curly now? What would your first word be? How would you and the kids interact? I miss you so much my lil budda baby, I know your having a great time in heaven, and I can't wait to see you there one day, but don't forget to come see me in my dreams in the meantime. I love you so much Sunshine, Happy Birthday.
A brief moment of darkness was all that I knew, before Heaven's Gate came into my view. Loved ones and friends I had missed for many years, welcomed me with open arms and many happy tears. All the hurt, fear, and pain that I have ever known, is gone from my life, I am finally home. I gazed upon the Lord's sweet smiling face, and for the first time in my life I knew and felt His grace. I know that you miss me, but please dry your eyes. I will always be watching and loving you from my new home in the sky. A cool breeze on your face, a touch of light rain, I will send as a reminder that we will be united again. Life on earth is but one brief moment in time, I am finally home, Eternity is mine.
Have fun decorating Heaven xx / Natalie &. Nick (Madison's Mummy &. Daddy) (Friends)Read >>
Have fun decorating Heaven xx / Natalie &. Nick (Madison's Mummy &. Daddy) (Friends)
Hello sweetie, Hope you're having lots of fun decorating Heaven with shiny baubles and tinsel ready for Christmas. Have you wrote your letter to Santa? Have you been a good girl? It's very cold and windy here Mira we hope the sun is shining where you are sweetheart. Stay close to your loving family they love you so much. Take Care and always be happy.
Beautiful Angel Mira xx / Natalie &. Nick (Madison's Mummy &. Daddy) (Friends)Read >>
Beautiful Angel Mira xx / Natalie &. Nick (Madison's Mummy &. Daddy) (Friends)
Dear Mira, Just wanted to stop by and tell you that you and your very special family are always in our thoughts. Hope you and Maddie have become good friends in Heaven and are having LOTS of fun bouncing on the clouds together! Watch over your family precious angel they miss and love you so very much. Sending BIG kisses to you Sweetheart and sending our love to your family. Take Care Mira, always be happy. x x x x x x x x x
My dearest Mira Lee, I miss you so much. I think of you everyday, and long for you. It's difficult to know that regardless of how many years go by,.regardless of whether I have another baby or not, regardless of how happy we are as a family, we will never be complete. Every special day, and even normal days when it comes to mind, we will feel the missing piece; Mira Lee. I remember when I found out I was pregnant with India; Daddy and I wondered how we would fit some one else in. We could not imagine another child. Eli, Alisha and Faith seemed to completely round out our family. Of course I wanted another baby, but it had been three years since I had Faith, and we just wondered how things would work out. After a difficult pregnancy and an early delivery, Indy made it clear that not only would she fit herself in,. but she would dominate. And then, quite by suprise, I found out you were intending on joining in as well. I know its not pc to say, but I did not want you. I did not want another baby. Me and Daddy's marriage had taken quite a blow recently, and I did not want to add another baby to the mix. For the first time in my christian life,. I considered options I never had before. As painful as it was to lose you, I'm so greatful, that despite my willingness, my options were limited to what I should've decided on in the first place. I'm so blessed, that God only gave me one option - to have and keep you. Mira, if you only knew, what a blessing to me you were, if I could some how know that you knew,. I don't think I could carry any guilt now. It gives me a little comfort, knowing you were loved and treated well, but if I could see, that you knew, what a blessing you were to me and this family, I wouldn't hurt so bad when I think of your short time with us. I couldn't describe it even if you could understand every word. You were more than just my beautiful baby, you were my friend, my rock, my anchor. You could look at me,. and wipe my petty cares aside. You let me know with not a word, that there were much bigger things in life,. and reminded me of God's promise; "this too, shall pass" You overwhelmed me with peace, when I needed it most. Such a short time with us, to give us a lifetime of hope, understanding, patience, and even loss, sorrow, and regret. What I would give, to watch you grow, what I would give,. to see your personality, impress itself into our crazy family. Forever our portraits will be incomplete, forever, our family will be incomplete. I love you so much dear Mira Lee,.please visit me in my dreams.
One Year / Mira's Mommy
It's coming up, a year from the day That God saw fit, to take you away And as time passes, the pain seems to grow In ways that only you,me, and daddy can know I try to name it, but don't know why A loss so futile, I can't even cry A question unanswered, not for me to know I pray as time passes, I manage to grow Sometimes I feel as though I'm yelling in the wind Sometimes the echoes don't subside, Before I start again Sometimes I want to yell - This family is not complete!! There is one more in my brood With an expression so neat I wish at least everyone saw her as angel floating near So the picture of our family Would be very clear, Four,Five, Me and Daddy make seven But your not here, instead, in Heaven. I try to rejoice in knowing, But there's no celebration here i just want you back So our picture would be clear. Close
MY CONDOLENCES / Rose
Hello I was passing by and seen Mira site what a beauitful baby girl she is the rays from the sun ,she the brightes star on the darkest night I know ny son Leo will hug her tight ,Leo passed away 3mts ago and he loved children I have a special child I care for and Leo loved her so much our son was sixteen and was playing a very dangerous game that took his life,I want to say how sorry I am about the loss of Mira the pain a parent feel is beyond words Mira Lee is a special angel in the heavens above were is only a land of love rainbows,waterfalls,rivers and streams and it a beauitful place to be so sweet Mira Lee send your parents dreams of love from this valley in the heaven about along with all your love. Close
My dear sweet Mira Lee. Sometimes,. I actually forget how very beautiful you were. Sometimes, I push away thoughts of how much I miss you, and what a loss I bare. How I wish I could gaze into those beautiful, big brown eyes again, and marvel at your wisdom. I knew that you were special Mira, I just failed to treat you that way. I'm so very sorry for that. I know you forgive me for it, and I know the Lord forgives me for it,. so I pray the Lord gives me the grace to forgive myself. I pray to the Lord, that I may rejoice in your presence in Heaven. I pray that I embrace my time here on earth, so that when I see you again, sweet Mira Lee,. it will have been a blink of the eye. I love you, sweet, dear Mira Lee, I miss you terribly and wish you were here with us, but I will pray that I find peace, in your ultimate happiness. Mira, please visit me in my dreams often.
Missing you / Mira's Mommy
Mira, Words can not explain how much I miss you, and the hopelessness that goes along with that. I know I can go on, day to day, I know I can experience happiness, and even joy. I know that we will be a happy, healthy family, but no matter what I do,. no matter how well I handle my grief or help the kids deal with their grief, I just want you back. You would have been a year old today, and I wish I could see you, how you would have grown, how you would act now. You were just such a sweet, unique baby. You loved mommy and daddy so much. I wish more than anything else,. I could go back to that day,; and some how change the fact that you went to sleep, and never woke up. I pray you went in peace my little one,.I pray you knew no pain, and that all you knew was you went to sleep in bed, and woke in heaven. Please send some kisses down, and help mommy see the bigger picture in life. I love you, my sweet little angel, and miss you terribly. Love, Mommy Close